Some days it's really hard to talk to those who you care about. It might be because you are afraid that you won't say the rights things, or that what you have to say isn't something they want to hear, or even that they just one listen. But sometimes, there isn't a reason. You are maxed out on your social bar and anymore could break you. Reaching out feels impossible, and even if you tried and succeeded, it would only be a temporary fix.
Humans are social creatures, but there are those of us who have a max, and when that max is met it's as if you're incapable of being present. It make come off as being uncaring, and cold but really you're fighting an internal battle that's incredibly hard to overcome. You have to go it alone because you unknowingly pushed everyone who would listen, or so you think. Without trying to see, there is no one. But if you look deeper there is someone who will always listen to you. Even if it is anonymous, somebody will be there when you feel completely alone.
If you are feeling alone but don't have anyone close, or don't want to drag them into your internal thoughts I recommend this website:
(Not a sponsorship this is a website that I've used in the past and I know what it's like to be alone and to not want to bring those who you are close to into your troubles.)
This is an online emotional support website that is completely anonymous and beneficial if you need someone to talk to. It's completely free and is a good option for anybody out there.
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