Waking up, without a sense of reality. There's no grasp on who or what I am, or could be. Stumbling out I rush to the nearest place to see, but when I look no one's there. I'm slipping down this endless cycle again. Who am I? Why can't I remember my face, my body, my anything? Do people think this when they see me? Can they tell that I'm completely lost in myself, can they see that I'm drowning in this vast, endless ocean of who I once was, but can no longer be? Why does it feel like pretending when I try to return to who I am? As far as I can tell, not much has changed, especially overnight, yet something is incredibly different. I'm running through a forest, somethings chasing me, yet all I can think about is how I can't see anything. I smash the glass and still there's nothing familiar in the shards of who I used to be. There's no fixing, or going back, but that's all I want to do. "Save me!" I cry, no one is there, no one can hear me. For I'm not anywhere that anyone can access, I'm inside of myself. My voice resounds loudly, incomprehensibly loud. It shatters the small pieces that were all that remained of me. My grasp on what's real will be gone soon, I can't help but hope someone will catch me before I fall into myself too far, please don't let the darkness hide my sight. Hindering all that I believed to be true. Echo's call, is this it? Is that my voice that I long ago forgot?
Reflection-less Mirror
Updated: Oct 11, 2021
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